Thursday, April 8, 2010

bad things still happen to good people (so don't worry, dear heart).. :)


life may sometimes bring you down.
you fall and get up again, fall and just get up again and again.
but with each fall you realize; "how many times am i going to fall again?"
so you try your very best not to ever fall again.


but..


when you do so, you might fine yourself falling ever so harder.
why?

well, it's because Allah wants you to fall.
He wants to see how you get up, how long it takes you to do so and if you were ever complaining about it.

well you see, Allah loves those who He loves to test. :)
so, we should tell our hearts not to cry when it's going through tough times, but instead, to be happy; very, very happy because Allah (always, always, always) knows. :)


"Do the people think that they will be left to say, "We believe" without being put to the test?"
[Al Ankaboot (29): 2]

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

medicine and life.

it's not a life;
it's just part of it
:)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

time, prayer & hope..

why turn back time, when you can make the future your present?..

( p/s: hoping for a better future more than a better present :) )

Friday, February 12, 2010

rememberance



Narrated from Abu Hurairah by Bukhari & Muslim: "I am as My servant thinks of Me, and I am with him when he remembers Me. If he mentions Me in Himself I mention him in Myself. If he mentions Me in a gathering, I mention him in a better gathering. If he comes near Me one hand-span I come near him one cubit. If he comes near Me one cubit I come near him an arm's length. If he comes to Me walking, I come to him running."

untukmu; yang tercipta untukku..

untukmu (yang tercipta untukku),

benar (kelak); adalah kamu,

tapi,
bukankah kita berbeza?

benar.
kita (pasti) berbeza.

tapi,
kita tetap sama; "sama yang berbeza" :)



[p/s: kita pasti berbeza; wahai masa depanku..]

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

the few last days..

perplex,
it was.

concerned,
i felt.

gold, diamonds, and all the riches of the world,
can they not see it? (let alone miss it?)
ignoring His offer, is it worth it?

Saturday, August 15, 2009

ramadhan; we miss u

buat yang tercipta untukku


Dear written destiny,
Hope that you are always under His love, redha and care, insyaAllah.
No matter whoever and where ever you might be. :)

p/s: i pray that you find me soon.. aameen.. :)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

He knows.. :')


Allah Knows

By Zain Bhika and Dawud Wharnsby Ali

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember no matter where you are
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you're carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road you take
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus:
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon shout it to everyone
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch your glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows, Allah knows.

See we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs never fret never frown
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus 2x
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Every grain of sands in every desert plants
He knows
Every sheet of palm, every closed hand
He knows
Every sparkling tear on every eye lash
He knows
Every thought I had and every word I share
He knows
Allah knows

A(H1N1): Four more deaths, total at 12 (Update 2)

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p/s: Alhamdulillah..i "survived".. :)

Monday, July 6, 2009

dhikr..


dhikr is the reason for the life of the heart and leaving it is a reason for its death.
[ibn ajiba]

Friday, June 26, 2009

a true friend..


a friend cannot be considered a friend until he is tested on three occasions; in time of need, behind your back, and after your death
[Ali Ibn Abi Talib r.a]

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

knowledge and wisdom..


Knowledge is understanding that a tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad.

Friday, June 12, 2009

"i am a traveller.."

[just a display picture]

and when imam al-shafie (rahimullah) reached forty (years of age) he began to walk with a staff, and when questioned about it used to say: "to remind myself that i am a traveller"

what would you do?..

i smile,
and you ask, "what makes you so happy?"
"...........nothing"
but my heart screams, "you are, you are the reason for my happiness"
so, if you knew,
what would you do?

i cry,
and you ask, "what makes you so sad?"
"...........nothing"
but my heart weeps, "you are, you are the reason for my sadness"
so, if you knew,
what would you do?

[please tell me, tell me, what would you do...]

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

seeing is not all the time believing..


and it is all; but a mirage..
deceived you not by it...

Sunday, May 31, 2009

the light.


when light engages the heart, it causes an illumination of the path, a purification of the consciousness, an enlightenment of the intellect and an establishment of the foundations of dhikr and shukr and of beautiful worship...

[habib umar bin hafiz]

cries and smiles...


sometimes He makes us cry in order to teach us the meaning of happiness

Friday, May 29, 2009

a poem to Him..


i am a burning candle;
You are the morning light,
if i do not see You, i burn;
if i see You, i vanish.
this is my condition in
separation and closeness.
i can bear neither separation nor proximity.

- sufi poem -

Monday, May 25, 2009

its not de end of de road yet..

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

[edited - the climb - miley cyrus]

Sunday, May 17, 2009

-_-



Sesungguhnya
[Raihan]

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu
Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa rindu belum berbunga

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga

Ku cuba menghulurkan
Sebuah hadiah kepada Mu
Tapi mungkin kerana isinya
Tidak sempurna tiada seri

Ku cuba menyiramnya
Agar tumbuh dan berbunga
Tapi mungkin kerana airnya
Tidak sesegar telaga kauthar

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga
Jika tidak mengharap rahmat Mu
Jika tidak menagih simpati
Pada Mu ya Allah

Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku
Tuhan kurniakanlah rinduku kepada Mu
Moga ku tahu
Syukur ku adalah milik Mu...

the one..

who will be the one?..
he who reminds me of Him each and every second of the day..
[insyaAllah]

:)

thank you Allah.. :)


Ibn Abi’d-Dunyâ mentioned that Dâwûd (peace be upon Him) asked Allâh: “What is the least of Your blessings?” Allâh revealed to him: “O Dâwûd, take a breath.” Dâwûd did so, and Allâh told him: “This is the least of My blessings on you.”